Still...mana mana, doo doo doo doo doo! Part 3

[Tallula]

Thanks guys. Yeah, I really wish people came with tags.

I really think that I just wanted to be right about him. I couldn't accept that the man I married, the father of my children, was really this terrible person. And to been continuing to endanger my life by sleeping around, is terrible. To continue to emotionally abuse me...terrible. And frankly, cheating is abuse. Plain and simple. It's been really hard to pretend everything is ok. To say I love you, to stomach listening to him go on and on about how much he misses me.

The kids. Oh my poor babies!! I do hope that he can find a job back here to be near them, and frankly I need the help!! He is going to lose his mind when I tell him I'm done. He'll first lose his mind that I looked at his phone. But I gave him the opportunity to tell me whose number it was, he lied. He didn't know that I wrote down the numbers. HIs crazy butt will blame me first, but he has no one to blame but himself. Jerk!