Actually, I still love this woman very much, but unfortunately, I had to make a choice to vacate. She threatened to take the kids to her father's house 20 miles east of here. Problem is that they would be interrupted from school, and play, and her commute from Rosemead to Woodland Hills would be something like 90 minutes, so I had to acquiesce and leave the property for the kids' sake.

She likes to remind me daily that we're getting a divorce, even though she forgives me for everything. She uses the words "It's been ten years. I'm done. I've changed. I'm broken."

It's really scary how distant I have become from this woman in the last few weeks. She seems to love it. There is no other man, I believe her.