Even when we have nights where she is friendly, there is zero hint of intimacy or love. We have never really been ones to fight and scream. We have had our differences, but have always acted as adults. What I wouldn't give for a hug.
W and I have zero intimacy too, for almost two years now. Yet she is still here. Why? Must be something there, even if it's just confusion.
My W left this morning on a 4 night vacation with my sister. Sister hugged me goodbye, so I then hugged W goodbye. First hug in many many months. It felt like nothing.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
