Just catching up on your sitch. Sounds like you are spending more and more time with a PMA. That's no small accomplishment. I'm glad to see the small positives with your H. Like you, these small positives are so small and slow in coming that you want to hurry to the happy ending. Some days more than others, I believe there will be a happy ending and I'm ok with the journey that leads me there. In my case, if D happens I know I will survive, but it will still feel like I failed to make the necessary improvements. I'm jealous of your daily interactions and loving S. You may not always have something to GAL, but you seem to always have something to keep you moving forward. Forward is better than standing still. Keep it up.
