Thanks indigo. I feel for anyone in this situation. The feeling of rejection every day from a woman that I have given 20 years of my life to is the hardest thing. The anger about her online EAs is fading and I can find the strength to forget and understand her confusion. The hurt of rejection is harder. Even when we have nights where she is friendly, there is zero hint of intimacy or love. We have never really been ones to fight and scream. We have had our differences, but have always acted as adults. What I wouldn't give for a hug.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13