You handled this so well. Good job!! Go buy yourself a shot of whiskey and maybe a shot of morphine--whatever will give you some comfort right now.
I heard just about the same schtick from my H yesterday. It hurts, but man are they wacko!! It's so much like dealing with a teenager, I sometimes can't even believe it.
You did great though and how you managed to bring things back to a somewhat calm place is awesome. I know this much from my time on this journey. For some strange reason, he may not remember what he said to you, but he will remember your demeanor and he will remember the agreement you made at the end to wait a few months.
Sounds like he is really, really, really struggling with this decision. Let him flail. He is flailing for sure!!
Take good care of yourself today. Really good care. You deserve it.
Much love,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
