The control... The back stories ... It's based in fear still. Fear of what? This is already my reality. The fear is in not wanting to accept this is my life. It seems like I have already dealt with this fear... I thought I had and had been soon really well for quite sometime. This feels deeper now... Letting go at an even deeper level. Another door to open and face. I hope I can be true to myself and dig deep enough that this will be the last door I have to open to be finally free.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home