Thanks for your replies KP and Pud smile There goes another smiley face, I aim to please smile
I'll try that mantra KP, it sounds good smile
Pud, it just shows that I've not detached yet from him. I'll be glad when I get back to the point when I wake up humming or singing a song, which I haven't been doing lately. I miss that, but it's not because I'm thinking of H because it's normally a hymn or a religious song. I'm going to go all religious on you all now, but when that happens I feel that God is with me smile
Anyway, on a positive note - Went to Church this morning and felt uplifted smile It was just what I needed! Didn't see my friend at Church this morning, so went home and watched BBT with our lunch. I had a nap this afternoon, I was really tired for some reason.
I did a bit of decluttering this afternoon, let me hear you say "heck yeah!" lol. It wasn't much but it was a start. I tidied out a kitchen cupboard smile
Just waiting for my dinner to cook and then we're going to watch BBT again and X Factor.
BTW MH, I was cleaning out a cupboard in my PJs and dressing gown lol. Not quite my underpants! I had a bath and decided to get ready for bed. Time to slob out in front of the TV for the rest of the evening smile


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!