"homework" from job - Hi Job, thank you

[Pudmuddle]

Thanks Angela for the words of support. I think that's why we came together at the same time, to support each other through life's ugliness.

The jogging really helps keep the PMA in line, especially when it starts to sag.

I am in my PMA castle again, lol. I decided even though I only have a grocery store trip I am going to look as good as I can while doing it. But I will NOT be one of those women that goes to the store in heels and a dress, LOL! Not me.

Yep I decided I am not at a point right now to make any decisions about trust. There are other things that have to come before that. It's easy to say now that I will never trust him again because of where I am in the process. So I need to keep doing more work on me.

I never thought of myself as a black and white kind of person, but when it gets this difficult you want answers! If you do A you will get B and so forth. Nuh-uh, doesn't work that way. Lots and lots of gray especially when dealing with someone you love is in lots of turmoil and pain. SIGH.

I am going to repeat - I am kind I am special I am worthy today. Just for you.