How awful to be at the end of all that terrible spew. I'm sorry.
But I was so amazingly proud of you too. Wow, you held it together. It may not have felt like it, I'm sure you were in complete chaos inside. And to hold it together while doing that is remarkable.
He is a very, very, very confused man. Very sad to watch. He knows he is screwed up and doesn't want to confront his demons, only find others to blame. Unfortunately you are right in the cross-hairs.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
