You need to let this go until after the baby is here.

You are running totally on emotion right now and I understand that but, you don't want to look back in 6 mos and have to ask "What was I thinking?"

Slow down, call you therapist.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss