W is looking for a new new place to stay. She has decided to room with another lady to save money. The other lady is highly educated but widely considered to be trash. Multiple affairs over the last ten years. A truly immoral person. It will be shocking to people in our town and help confirm W isn't the same person. I hate it for her but there's nothing I can do to stop it. W and I talk about like friends. It's as if she expects me to be excited for her. I'm doing a nice job faking it.
The boys seem to be doing ok. S9 acts normal, S6 is stewing just below the surface. He refuses to stay at Ws apt and initially refused to even go in the other day.
I'm still sick about all this. Praying and hoping it doesn't happen but expecting it will. I thought it would be easier as time passed, but I feel the same pain I felt in the beginning.
Can anyone tell me when I'll get 8 hours of sleep again? Lol.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
