So, no fighting today about affair. H just left for work. But he is very moody and sullen.
My feelings all day went from wanting to work on the M to just wanting it to all be over. I guess that's normal. I kept telling myself that I just need to focus on me and the kids and work on a better me.
I don't have to make any decisions tonight.
If he wants to end the M, there's nothing I can do about it anyway. Right?
His talks today kept coming back to him thinking we will never be happy, we can't fix this, nothing ever changes , I'll never change, etc.
Anyone else's spouse say this but then, they were still able to work it out? Feels like he's giving up already.
