Wow Whiterose, sorry to hear that about your husband. It is very hard to wrap my head around it.

Thanks for the "awesome" comment. smile This morning he forgot to give me some money he owed, so I went to our lot (business) and he hugged me, I said, what are you doing? He said no matter what I love you and then tried to kiss me, I just took the money and walked away.

He then had S call me and ask if I was going to meet them for lunch, I told S, "No baby, Mom just ate not long ago" H then got on phone and said are you coming? I said "No, not today".

He's been texting all afternoon (I was shopping for skinny girl clothes - have lost 40lbs since last August) and I haven't responded.

Coaching was awesome, she gave me some great tips and advice and also told me whatever I'm doing is obviously working and to keep doing it. Gave me some homework for next session.

Went to visit best friend and she said, OMG, the old Tina is coming back! Made me feel good that I woke up with newfound strength, I actually sang in the shower this morning! LOL

Now, I'm getting ready to go out to eat and have a few drinks with my SIL. She's kinda going through the same thing with my husband's brother. Ironic, seems to happen during a certain season.

Hope you have a great evening.

Me-49, H-45
M - 4, Together 9
SS-9
Bomb Dropped - 9/12
Separation - 10/12
Reconcile -2/13
Separation - 8/2013
Reconcile - 10/2013
Separation - 12/2013
Reconcile - 2/14
Separate - 5/14
H Filed D - 8/14