Jersey - "done" for me isn't necessarily racing for court, although I did think about the dissolution.

I did take even another day to think about this. I still feel the same way. I realized that I have an unbelievably great life. This morning was football, this afternoon is a cookout, tonight going with some buddies to a new local brewery. Tomorrow church, then a farm to pick pumpkins, then to another friend's house for a huge harvest part for kids (40+ people going).
Next weekend going to a haunted house Friday night, and then a halloween party Saturday night.

So while this amazing life is happening all around me, I'm boohooing over W, while she is the only negative spot in an otherwise amazing life full of love and happiness and friends and God and wonderful things.

Quote:
Take it from me, you need to step back, take a deep breath and gather yourself. Stop the pressure, stop the R talks, stop trying to convince yourself you're done. Find yourself.


AS said the quote above about two weeks ago, and I feel like that deep breath just happened, and I found myself in the midst of all the clutter. It feels good. It feels like ME.