Deciding What to Do.....

[MyNewStrength]

Well, it is done. He came and picked up his things to move to his apartment. I was in tears after he left for about an hour. The pain was unbearable knowing that he REALLY believes he is done. There was no relationship talk and he only asked to come into the house to get his heavy coat and to look for a tool from his workshop.

I love him so. Maybe God's answer was that he is not coming back and to get on. I am still confused. He hardly said anything but that he wants to be my friend if I would let him and that he does not want to talk about the marriage, only the move forward. I held up okay just until he walked out the door. I just collapsed. It is over....he is really moving forward and appears that he has accepted it.

Oh my God, please take me away.