H picked up S yesterday afternoon. He seemed agitated about something, I didn't ask. He was very short and curt with me. Later in the evening he texted me twice asking me what I was doing and if I was home. I didn't respond to either question. Then he says "Can't talk to me no more or what?", I responded, "About?", he says "Nothing I guess", "Just small talk", I don't respond, then he says "Still love you no matter what you think, you are the best woman I know, my feelings for you are the same no matter what happens, still love you, that doesn't change overnight". Ugggghhh... I respond, "Tell S I love him, Good Night:.
These are the messages I get every other day. It drives me crazy. Just when I think I can make it through the day without crying, I get those kind of texts.
Going to clean some today and treat myself to dinner and a movie I think. Unless I get invited anywhere (except a wedding, lol).
Coaching session this morning, I'm pretty amped about it, will help keep me grounded today.
Have a great day everyone.
Me-49, H-45 M - 4, Together 9 SS-9 Bomb Dropped - 9/12 Separation - 10/12 Reconcile -2/13 Separation - 8/2013 Reconcile - 10/2013 Separation - 12/2013 Reconcile - 2/14 Separate - 5/14 H Filed D - 8/14
