Spent a nice day today with H and the kids. It was H's b-day today. We all went out to dinner at a sushi restaurant, which was nice, had a lot of fun. Came back to the house afterwards for a nice pumpkin cheesecake and he helped put the kids to bed.
I must say it feels so strange with him out of the home, like we are so disconnected. Exciting in a way because we can share more details about what's going on in our lives and we have a lot of things to talk about. I don't know how to describe the feeling, almost like he is a stranger. Normally I would know every tiny little thing going on in his life, and now I only know bits and pieces.
Still, it was nice to spend some time with him and just relax and have fun. Our talk is set for tomorrow night. Hopefully nothing gets in the way this time! lol. I do feel a little bit more relaxed about everything. Me worrying about everything is not going to help the matter any so I just have to let go.
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
and he helped put the kids to bed.
