new start for me

[kelela]

I'm doing it again taking more steps back. This time my boys got their school pictures today and H had asked for couple of wallet size pictures if my boys and I told him I didn't order any wallet size cause I didn't have enough money I just ordered enough for The grandparents and one for me and one for him. Now he wants to order wallet size pictures and I asked him why and who else is he fwttimg the wallets for he told me that he us ordering it for him and he wants to give OW a wallet size of the boys. I asked him why does she needs to have pictures of the boys for? Then I called my MIL up and told her about it cause I didnt think that the OW has the right to have copies of their picture in her wallet. MIL told me that as long as he paid for the extra pictures that I should just let him do it. Because as of right now he is with OW and as long as he is paying for it then its his choice to give pictures to who he wants to give it too. So I texted him back and don't him never mind I'll give him the order form and that I was sorry for being ruid and I have to remember that he is now with her and no longer with me. Which I'm pretty sure I should not said that either. I just don't know how to just don't let these things bother me when ever he mentions anything about OW.