So let me get this straight. You cheated on your W which (since you say you're a counselor) is one of the most devastating things you can do to someone, and you're complaining because this is one of the consequences?
You reap what you sow. If you didn't want it to get to this point, you shouldn't have been messing around. I don't know what you're complaining about. Did you really think there wouldn't be any consequences to your actions? Your W is hurt and this is how she's dealing with it.
So you're still making this all about you?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.