Whiterose, I too am in the same boat. S9, H only sees him when it's good for him.

I'm at the lonley stage myself. Tired of sitting here without adult companionship. But I'm a married woman and am in no way, shape or form ready to do anything but keep healing myself. I have been wearing wedding ring, husband has not and I wonder if I should continue.

Tomorrow morning I have my second coaching session, I'm excited and curious to see what that will bring.

H suppose to get S today and keep him for the weekend. So I'll be alone ALL weekend! GASP... I'm not looking forward to it at all.

Keep your chin up.

Me-49, H-45
M - 4, Together 9
SS-9
Bomb Dropped - 9/12
Separation - 10/12
Reconcile -2/13
Separation - 8/2013
Reconcile - 10/2013
Separation - 12/2013
Reconcile - 2/14
Separate - 5/14
H Filed D - 8/14