I'm sad to say I agree with you job. That money is long gone but him and I are going to have a conversation about it and I will let my lawyer know so that she can file it. Is it crazy of me to keep thinking that somewhere, under this mess, is the man I love? I keep wondering what it'll take to find him......knowing full well its nothing I can do.

I was supposed to work today, Saturday and Sunday but it got changed so now I only work Saturday. I'm stressed about money. Made another mortgage payment yesterday. I've got some paper work to do for the business and should do that. May take S14 on a hike Sunday, depending on weather,

I really miss companionship too. A friend of mine suggested speed dating or an online site. I said no way to online, for now, as I don't want anything "out there". I continue to wear my wedding band and call myself married but don't have a husband. It's a very strange place to be in. I really just want someone to go out with. To watch a movie with. Not sure what to do about that. I'm lonely.

M 16 T 20
M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15
Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR