My life sunk to a new low today. I finally called and made an appointment with my doctor for a physical and std test. I kept putting it off because H has sworn up and down he has not slept with OW. I have wanted to believe him but I know I can't. I need to take care of myself especially because I know that OW's H has slept with prostitutes in the past (lovely I know).
Today I HATE H. I hate that I can't believe him. I hate that he had but me in this position and I am embarrassed beyond belief. I hate that he could care less about the destruction he has caused.
Now that I am done ranting I am off to play with my kiddos before heading to dinner and a movie with my girlfriend.
