It's so awful to say it would be easier if H dropped off the face of the earth. Ugggg makes me feel awful to say it but he's such a dark and destructive force right now and I feel like I'm the battered shield trying to protect my kids. Pud, how on earth do these men possibly, in their sick heads, rationalize that these sons need a buddy and not a father!?!? Teenage boys needs role models. Need their fathers. We do the best we can but we are not their dad's. Ugggg. Makes me so sad for all these children. Breaks my heart.

So I submitted some extended health receipts and had not seen a cheque I and phoned. They mailed it Sept 11. But they had misprinted one of the claims so when I got it I thought it was H's cheque. Let him know that I had opened it thinking it had been my reimbursement but as I didn't recognize the expenses thought it was his. Guess what? It was mine. $385 and now I've explained to H that cheque was mine and if he could return it to me, I'm playing dumb that he would not cash a cheque not his but it's looooooong gone I'm sure, or I could pick it up if he didn't want to mail it. We'll see what he says now.

Ugg. I want to puke with all this drama He is a big weenie pud! Fully cooked! Lol

M 16 T 20
M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15
Bomb drop April 4;
Moved out April 13
D started-full force
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Dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and
you’re gonna hear me ROAR