I just keep reading the various messages in the Bible about being patient and receiving what I have been promised. I'm a planner and doer, so being patient doesn't come easy. Perhaps that's why I've made it a mission to improve myself. It gives me a project to work on.
Awww patience, God grant it to me NOW!!! lol I'm the same way...
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What I do need to work on is not being jealous of fl w. Xh is single, so he can do what he wants. Being jealous won't bring xh closer to me anyway, so it's just a waste of time.
That is tough, I have the same feelings. I have been trying to figure out why and well... it's because I'm still in love. Maybe i'm in love with the thought of being married or I love the old her and know if we both work on us then we can have something nice. Alas it is what it is.
Time to move forward with life. Who knows what miracle is waiting for us around the corner.
SBR you are not alone in your thoughts and feelings, you are unfortunately normal lol.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
