Well, H has been in a crappy mood for a while. Very into himself and not wanted to talk. I'm getting the "I don't want to talk about it" routine. I've been giving him his space and not probing into it. He's also back to drinking 100 proof vodka. But, he's also still sending mixed signals. He's playful one moment and then angry and frustrated the next.
I'm sure our 8 yr anniversary next week is bothering him as well. I haven't brought anything up about it.
Today, I got a text from him asking if I was going to be home tonight. When I said yes, he said that we need to talk. ARGH! I can't stand when he does this to me at work ... especially first thing in the morning. I always get that nervous feeling because I have a whole day to fall into his mind game trap.
I just have to get my mind set on work and TRY not to play this out in my head.
Wish me luck!
Me39 H35 M8 T14 Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me. End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter 6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file 1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home 3/13 Changes mind
