Thanks FY. It's a terrible confusing dance. I feel like I'm shifting gears and reacting to every movement and every word on a daily basis. After the weird scenario last night. I didn't complain or entertain any more conversation. I simply said good night with a smile and went to sleep. She expected a long, drawn out R talk. I felt here walls coming up and completely disarmed her by saying good night and meaning it.
I can truly say that I feel better about myself and my understanding of her feelings. It's not playing the game or anything of that nature. I feel better and can react to her in a more positive way. I think that is actual growth maybe.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
