Well, it's been a trying few weeks. I have been dark with H since he sent the dissolution about two weeks ago, and I haven't signed it nor has he brought it up again. For now, I'm just keeping quiet and giving him his space. I still have dreams with him in it, and it makes it extremely hard to forget about him.
I guess it's all about forcing myself to do stuff even if he's on my mind. It's difficult some days, but I'm proud that I'm keeping strong. I've had some true friends that are really making sure I'm staying active in my life.
