Walking Down a Different Street

[TryingToDo180]

Why do you think she is ready for that R talk? You do remember it's a marathon not a sprint don't you? It must be so frustrating for you getting so far with your W and not progressing any further but being stuck in limbo as it were.
Think how far you have come though. She said she doesn't want to D you now, I would take that as a big step up!
Just carry on doing what you're doing and don't initiate any R talks with her. Let her take the lead.
MH, what's got into you! You know the way it works. Here's a foam 2x4 for you Whomp! lol.
I also wouldn't go back to the place where you had your BD, that sounds very depressing. I would try somewhere new, if there's going to be any R in the future, then you need to start afresh and not tread on any old ground. Just my humble opinion