***Banging Head on Desk*** I screwed up. I was trying to stay dim. H was home yesterday for a bit and we were peaceful (mostly cause I ignored him). I was not contacting him, etc.
Then, today, we had to text about some stuff with the kids coming up on Friday....and it turned into a mean, texting war.
Then, he got all self-righteous...and because I was being so emotional, I GAVE him ammo for the whole "and this is why we can't stay married" speech. "because we never get along"..... I am kicking myself right now!!!!
I was even stupid enough to tell him that I am being so emotional because he keeps going on and on and on about how HE is going to be "civil" through our divorce, etc. but the thing that makes me SO mad is that he hasn't been civil for the past 2 years!!! So, now that he's leaving me, he can be civil??????
He wouldn't work on our marriage AT ALL before. But, now that he's done, he's giving me lectures on being civil????? It just makes me feel like I was never worth the effort for him.
