Out of nowhere this morning while working I had the BD convo start up in my brain, I seemed to be reliving it in slow motion. It has really put me off my stride. What triggered it? I wish I knew, because I would sure as he!! avoid it in future.
it has left me with a heavy ache in my chest and a tension headache. And wondering what if. While I know the answer, it has also triggered thoughts of situations that occurred just before that if I has handled differently...
Can't go there again. need to think of the future.
