I don't think it is the wanting what I can't have thing going on, as I am also angry at my W and she is a demanding, perfectionist, person. On the other hand, perhaps we really aren't suited for each other, with her romantic wildness, fierceness, playfulness, and unapproachability, versus my relatively gentle nature. I don't think I ever really had the whole woman, or that she shared her innermost thoughts, and finally, she doesn't believe in M, though she dreams, or better said dreamt, of a perfect one.
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.
