Well, the good news about this roller coaster being SO unpredictable is that it's helping me detach a bit more.
I can't even think about H without thinking, "What the h***?" His moods are all over the map, and frankly, I'm tired of the ride.
Like someone wrote on my thread, it's like harpooning a whale and then, trying to hold on. I'm tired of being yanked all over the place.
This afternoon, H kept checking in with my via text. I only replied if it was necessary so that I didn't appear rude. He ate supper with the kids, and complimented me on supper. He even told me goodbye when he left. I maintained my distance and kept busy while he was here.
He just texted me again, on his way to work. Last night, he was moving in with his friend... tonight, he's acting like nothing happened. Like he doesn't even remember.
