Journaling: I'm sure some of you go through those feelings... My heart has been cold as of late. Maybe I detached so much that I lost some of the warm feelings I still had for H? I'm not sure. I'm starting to feel disappointment more than anything. A part of me almost doesn't want to fight for him if he truly decides to leave.
It's not that I'm not strong enough. I'm just not sure anymore if my love for him is.
