I know, the ups and downs are awful. And the dreams! Yes I had those too. Not so much anymore. Just moments of adrenalin waking up.

Yes, remove the focus from him because there is simply nothing you can say or do right now that will prove anything to him.

Focus on the lovely Angela, and the people that do love and support you!

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.