He's not 'in love' with me

[CallaghanClown]

Callaghan, you just described my H. He is also suicidal and its awful how those guys don't take into consideration how this whole MLC affects the little ones. They are strangers, aren't they? My H is an impostor as well. I don't know this man.

But let me tell you something: ever since I started to detach and not let my feelings take over every interaction, I feel my self esteem go up and feel more sane and serene. I highly recommend. Whether we will get our H's back, or the men that we knew, back, I'm not sure, but the feeling of peace is priceless.

I'm not feeling so serene today. I don't feel like I'll ever get him back. He seems sad and alone, but also like he's enjoying his new life so much. I feel so sad and lost today and miss him terribly. But on the same hand, looking into his face today I felt nothing. Maybe I just miss having someone???