Day By Day

[tadpole1025]

Thanks uR, Portia and Job. (Snodderly)

Ur - I THINK I might know who you are, but not sure. Any hints?

You are in a slide here, sweetie.

Yes I am. I've also noticed that there are still some things that still p!ss me off. I thought that was all behind me.

I'm curious. You seemed to have really loved radio. Is it something you might want to revisit in some capacity?

I would maybe like to work at a rock station. Can't do country anymore just because there are too many memories associated with it. That's just asking for trouble. As for radio in general, people don't realize this, but radio is dying. Everything is computerized now and for the most part, disc jockeys are becoming obsolete. Some companies have one guy "voicetracked" (prerecorded) on 30 or 40 stations across the country. There just really isn't much of a need for disc jockeys because of the advances in technology.

You should be around people, Tad. Have you checked out Meet-ups in your area? Are there any church groups you can join?

I guess I could check into it. I really don't like to talk about me much around people because once they find out what I used to do for a living or "who I was", they treat me differently. I want people to like me for who I AM and not the "person I was on the radio." It's kind of hard to explain, but people (whether they mean to or not) do treat you differently.

Your future is waiting for you. Look ahead.

I'm trying. I really am. I'm just so alone....

Tad, there is a huge world out there and I'm sure when you are able to focus on other things, you will find that there are many doors to open and step thru to find the job that is right for you.

Haven't seen any of those doors yet, but my eyes are peeled. ANY door would be nice right about now.

MOM-

She is about the same. She has a little more energy lately, but a lot more pain.

SITCH-

XW supposedly made a very sad posting on FB the other day. She is in California visiting her family. (Without OM which I find a little odd.) Anyways, her grandmother supposedly called her a "sinner" and it upset XW pretty badly I guess. Funny thing is, her grandmother doesn't even know it all. I found it a little humorous myself.

Still hanging in there...

Tad