I'm glad you are finally at a place where you can see the forest for the trees. You wouldn't have been able to do that if you hadn't dropped the rope a bit. Sit quietly and calmly, the answers will surely fall into your lap. They always do.
Take care of yourself and your little ones.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
