I have been seeing a C for sometime now, I use him to vent all of the things going on in my head. I said to him a few weeks back that I wish I had done more, that I felt I had just sat back and let him go. He said, "do you really think the outcome would have been any different?" Then I realised, no it wouldn't. He also asked me if I would be attracted to my ex if I met his as he is today. had to say NO. He is just not the man I knew. He has changed his look, the way he takes his coffee, music tastes, even using a different name.
The man I used to know no longer lives in that man he is now. Will he come back. I doubt I will ever find out. But I find it quite scary.
