This is the reason why you feel "crazy". Throughout this whole thing you've been the "nice guy". You've given your W everything,You have nothing. And now you are okay with giving away your children.
Why do you even hang around there? This has nothing to do with the kids. It's about establishing YOUR boundaries.
If you're not willing to do anything like that, then don't complain that you're having all of these things happen to you. You don't do anything so therefore nothing changes and you get dumped on.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.