I swear to GOD my situation is very confusing.

After the earlier post, I decided to stick around the house for awhile. I was playing with the girls and when lunch time came, W invited me for lunch. I help bathed the kids and prepare them for their afternoon nap. I was tired and slept too in the living room with the kids.
Later OM came over and had lunch while i was sleeping.
I really don't know what to make of this. I mean W used to take great pains to avoid us meeting but what in the world is this!?
It was really awkward when i woke up. I left soon after.

Why would W allow me to move around the house like i own it too!? I find that particularly uncomfortable ever since i moved out.
Why didn't she tell me that she'll be having a guest!? Sure I acted i didn't care, but really!? C'mon!
Why did W kept all of our pictures up until recently!? What other man will accept that.
Are they together or not!? Looks like it but i can't tell at all.

I think i should really have a talk with W to get some real clarification. What do you guys think!?
This is beyond limbo.

I'm not upset. I don't know why.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet