I just realized today that it has been nearly a month since I cried about H and our sitch. Not saying it won't happen again, but right now I feel at peace - with myself, and with H's journey. Keeping busy and active has really helped. I've been really focused on trying to do things with S - I hope that it is helping him, too. Taking care of myself and regular exercise has helped boost my confidence. I feel attractive, good about myself. And that has made a huge difference in how I'm being perceived - I've noticed a lot more male attention in the past few weeks. Not that I'm looking for anything, as far as that goes. But it's nice to be noticed again.
