I know the feeling. I still miss her, I miss the family, the dogs, the want to take care of the house the lawn. But I mostly miss my D. Being able to kiss her good morning and good night everyday. I miss the dreams of getting old together. I miss doing things for the family. I loved being a husband and I loved being a full time dad. But that is not my life anymore. I now love doing what ever I want. Eating what I want, sleeping when I feel like it and mowing the lawn if I want to. I do things for me now. It may sound selfish. It takes time in getting used to it. And you will.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
