Blindsided Part 2

[chl0901]

I'm back! Our long-awaited vacation got cancelled due to weather but we made the best of it and got away for a few days and I took the rest of the week off work and did lots of fun stuff with S.

I'm seeing more and more how H is insecure and that stems into him not trusting me, even though he has no reason for not trusting me in the first place. I think we will need to do some sort of counseling at some point, but I'm also afraid it may do more harm than good.

We have been doing pretty well overall lately, but he will get weird every once in awhile and then start questioning me about things from years ago that we'd already hashed out, etc. During one of these conversations, I called him out on deleting his "friend's" (OW) text messages and he said they were "private," but she is just a longtime friend. I said I wouldn't have a problem with the friendship if he didn't keep it secret and he pretty much had nothing to say, but said he would stop deleting their text messages so who knows. I haven't checked since that night, but he did show me the ones from that day.

PS - I went on a second interview today for the job that I interviewed for a couple of weeks ago; I should hear something back by the end of this week!

I hope everyone has a good week!