Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

at my wits end. here is something I want to say to h...

Its sickening how much money has been spent already for this separation and how much more will be spent. Sickening to me!!

look around that office h, how many of those men have no daily physical interactions with their children? oh sure, they pay the bills, but really don't they pretty much do as they please?( don't you h??) they go to work, they go out to lunch, they go out to dinner, they travel for work- don't have to answer to anyone, don't have to work within anyone's schedule but their own. see their kids occasionally. do for themselves, workout when they want, shop only for themselves, no worries about collateral damage.

why the lies h? Do you think you are protecting my feelings?

lies are a form of control-takes away my ability to make a decision based on information.

I have been too nice and too forgiving of you h.

I am sorry that you could not find happiness in all the many blessings that we have-our kids daily, our great home and community, our health. its really too bad. the costs are so high( and not just monetarily) it still is unbelievable( to me) what you are willing to give up.