Luke.... just seeing this now.

I have not lived a life of my own. I was ever so cautious to live the one that was available to me through my h.... created on his terms. So, now seeking my own time causes a struggle within. I am learning. I feel guilty, alot.

I agree.. if H wants me he should want ME... the real me. All of me (whoever I am, whomever I am turning into).

From here on out I will "speak back, walk out on poor treatment, push back, etc."

I have the right to be respected!

You do too Luke!!


M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)