Yes, AS, I know it's all way too emotional and volatile for me to try to bring anything up right now, kick him out or write him a letter like the above. I'm expressing my anger on here so that I don't actually say it out loud. It can only be hurtful at this point and NOT what my intentions are. I'm retreating into my PMA castle now.

thanks for the book recommendation, I will look into it.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.