A Fresh, New Day - Pt II

[Pudmuddle]

Thanks Jon. I really appreciate your insight as well.

I agree I do have lots of anger and resentment towards him still. We agreed last time we would never to this to each other again and he betrayed that and it hurts like hell. I know there are things I did to contribute to the downfall but this one thing is hard for me to get past right now. I need to work on getting this out but not aimed at him and how I talk to him.

I won't give him the letter I wrote earlier, I was able to cool my jets from that. I was waiting to see if he was going to leave for his sunday "football" game time where is goes to see AW. My S wanted pizza ordered last night, so I asked H "S wants pizza tonight, are you sticking around?" He said "Sure pizza sounds good!" and we all watched the football game and ate pizza. When he went to get the pizza he came back with two bottles of wine. Huh? then he even asked me if I wanted some too. He hasn't done that in a while. Usually just grabs himself a glass. We also watched the Hobbit movie with my S, so it was good family time.

So really he spent the whole weekend at home and didn't go out on Sat mornings or Sunday afternoon, night like he had the past two weekends.

We shall see what this week holds. Thanks everyone for keeping me in line. AS, Jon, I appreciate your wisdom and guidance.