Raine, I am so envious that you are able to be so patient. It is what I haven't been able to do. I do real good then I do a great big slide. I chalk it up to straddling between "done" and "let's keep trying".
I'm with you. Sometimes the thought of posting is exhausting but I still keep up with everyone's threads because I still want to know how everyone is doing and hoping that everyone's patience will rub off on me! lol
How are your kids doing through all of this?
It is interesting how you say your H is cycling because I think that is exactly what my h is doing yet I have to wonder, how long will they cycle? How long can I take the cycling? I don't know. How does your H respond when you remind him the issue is his? Does he ever talk about it or just move toward reconnection? My H, much of the time will say I sent him there. Other times he says he realizes it. When he says I'm the one who made him that way I realize he is still deep in the tunnel....I guess? Still have trouble understanding him but know he has issues. haha Many issues.
You're doing great Raine. You're amazing.
M 48 H 50 M 25 T 27 D 20,18,15 6/11 H filed 3/12 H dropped 4/12 H moved out
