Finally, a day were everything seemed to go my way. Today, after a very tough week of being sick and feeling like nothing was working out, the clouds finally parted and I got to enjoy a nice day all around.
Last night I was racking my brain for something fun to do for today. Taking a 6 week old anywhere is tough but I found the perfect thing! I found an old mansion tour and apple festival with live music. I emailed my H to tell him we were going and to let me know if he wanted to tag along. He didn't hesitate to agree to join us. I suppose our conversation from earlier this week wasn't as big of a set back as I thought it was.
The tour was awesome and my son slept like an angel through the whole thing. The weather was perfect and the mansion was right along a river so it was fun to listen to live music with a great view.
More than anything I think the change of scenery did us some good. Also it feels good to have some new memories to replace some of the old painful ones.
Lastly I'm thankful God could see I needed a day like today to give me renewed energy. Feeling a little more hopeful after today.
BD: Aug 2012 Separated since May 2013 S born Aug 2013 Aug 2013 H agrees to consider 'baby steps toward working things out' H is/was actively seeing someone?
